i know no one or hardly anyone reads
and the skin's screwed up too. the blogskin.
i don't really care anws,
just needa let out .
i know how something looks easy and seem difficult now.
cux, that stack of paper, seems like just so lil'.
but memorising it takes years @@
i got so scared just now when xy told me that. our drill instructer was coming.
i'm so scared of him.
what if. he picks on my commands again,
i hope he doesn't.
i'm scared of his eyes. i'm scared of his voice,
it makes me jump /:
i just hope, it'll be fine tmr,
haven't memorised hn notes, die.
tmr have . so many tests.
i don't care anymore.
i'm too tired to .
i just can't be bothered to .
xoxo.

Gaaahh. so tired ]:
alort of homework today.
just managed to finish chionging chinese which is like damn -_- ?
LOLOL
40 marks siahh! i think after this second chance also no use derrrrrhhh .
my brain haywire alr LOLOL.
can someone use a nano-machine(if it exists) and tighten the loose screw in my head?x]
this is called self -highing .
which is lame.
ok , i admit, i'm lame, but who cares >:]
Many things clash this wednesday again,
but whad can i do.
i need to find teachers again.
like loooooaaaaaaadddds of em' .
not really enthu abt it. cux' it's tiring ]: Hahas.
not all teachers stay in the staffroom and its understandable isn't it.
if they stay there. then who teaches the students! :D

xoxo.

dead blog /:? tiring much huhs .
i have loads of homework sitting beside me .
but i don't really care anymore.
these two weeks of school killed me.
i'm dead alr.
so why bother.
i don't even understand a thing.
so how in the world do i do my hmwk /:
keep crying these few days.
as if it really helps .
i miss babe.
hope she's fine. l:
oh well . she's strong .
hope next week's gonna be better.
timetable sucks . ttm -_-
i was like .wtf when i saw it lol.
okayyyyy.
buhbuhbuhbyeee.

blehh. it's so tiring!
school all the way ]: -pouts-
friday's cca fair was tiring LOL. after that chiong go tuition :$ hehs.
tuition was awesomeeee! cuz it was funny, so i stayed awake . and . hungry ROFL.
tummy was rumbling~
i guess. the performance on cca fair went well? /: i screwed up though x.x
hehs. the bandage. flew.
ah well. not gonna talk bout' it ^^
i realised my blogskin has problems in internet explorer ]:
sighhhs.
finished all my hmwk in one shot today! ><
rooooaaaarrr. but idk how to do media. so its still. undone x.x
talk about myself in a video?
i can't . that's like the most. difficult thing in the world @@
hahas.
okayyyy.
xoxo.

-i hope you're fine, cux when you're not. i'm not either.

Raahhh. Dead pig posting [:
Hehs, i can't believe i really came to blog.
i'm really drained of energy.
School was somehow. Better today? [:!
as i wished ! :D
yay LOL.
uhm. had homework,
but the problem now is, idk if i needa do that. -frowns-
Hahs, well, we'll see -winkwink-
Leeeeeee doesn't answer my calls -_- rofl.
I finished doing AMath Ws! :D
quite okay uhs.
but i was quite shocked today when there was this one question test as soon as the teacher
popped into our class ;x
i was like ohh. really?! LOL.
i did it wrongly i think :$
hehs. it's over anywayy! i'm not gonna really worry bout' it. ;x
Okayyyy!
i hope rehearsals go well tmr,
like REALLY go well [:

xoxo

-P.S. you're the only one i hope who will be there for me.

freak? my life's like the picture up there now.
blurred. and messed up. -_-
raaaahhh. i hate it. so stressed.
especially today.
i screwed up totally. can't they like get sarah to do it . as in the other sarah.
nehminds.
i cmi alr larh. -_-
recess drink milk only, then lunch skip. end up forget got lesson,
rush like crazy.
reach there. lesson halfway stomach ache l:
rubbish man.
and how nice man. i met a bytch [:
but i have self-control . so i won't anyhow .
i really wanna say the.
eff word damn badly.
dropped my shirt when i was changing @@ Aaaaahhhhh.
damn gross.
wore it home /:
blehhhhhh. i hope tomorrow will be a better one seriously.
and i have to endure tmr with my old specs
which makes me damn dizzy?x.x
wthhhh.
Let live man. Let go of me.
xoxo.

-/it hurts so much . yet it's so beautiful.